Writer’s envy: getting it back in the box

I hate to admit it, because I want to be able to pretend I am an all round good person, but there have been plenty of times I’ve been eaten up by envy. There are hundreds of thousands of writers out there and a good whack of them have turned me into a slinking, green eyed beast at some point.

But you know what? I think a little jealousy can be a good thing – as long as you’re not bitter about it and you know when to put a cap on it. After all, if I hadn’t read passages that made me think ‘shit, if only I could write like that,’ I doubt I’d have worked so hard on the writing I have done.

If I hadn’t ever opened a best seller and wondered what the writer had that I didn’t, I could have missed out on experimenting with a bunch of different styles until I found a few that fit. And if I hadn’t seen my contemporaries making names for themselves, I might not have dragged myself off my ass long enough to start trying to do the same for myself.

anti drama monkey

The Anti-Drama Monkey

The other thing is, the harder I’ve been working at all of these things, and the more writers I’ve been meeting, the less jealousy I’ve been experiencing. Why is that? It’s not down to any major massive best selling success on my part. Instead, I think it’s because I don’t feel frustrated as all hell most of the time and because the majority of writers I’ve met have been really very lovely people, who I want to see doing well.

I’m not going to lie and say I never feel just a teeny bit jealous every now and then, I hang around with a lot of very talented people after all, but I know when to put those feelings back in the box. Sometimes a little chocolate and a few drinks are needed to tempt it in there, but it’s all for the greater good!

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8 responses to “Writer’s envy: getting it back in the box

  1. I sucks to see other people accomplish things you cannot get done. On the other hand: you’re doing great! I love your blog. I’ve awarded you the Versatile Blogger Award. Check it out at my blog!

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  2. Hi, great post and I admire your honesty. If anyone said they have never, on occasion, congratulated someone for their success through gritted teeth, I’d doubt them somehow. It’s normal to feel envious to a certain extent. It’s how we respond to that feeling that counts. It can be motivating sometimes. Especially if the person is a friend or someone we admire.

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